hehe i'm in love with this song in my blog! super beautiful isnt it. {:

yesterday i had a shopping spree again. i went in to Zara and it was hectic! piles of clothes and people everywhere. the queue was freaking long and i had to queue for two times. yay bought many stuff from there! $_$ shirts jeans dress! i wanted to get the shoes too but they do not have my size. damn sad cos the shoes are damn nice. so i got to get from vivo i hope they have it man.
okok,
today,
there was a THIRD house warming at my house. =D
childhood buddies came. so nice to see them {:
they are still the same as before.
kelvin is as talkative as ever. once he step into the house he has been talkng non stop about his army days. srsly everywhere i go, i saw both guys standing up talking and blocking the pathway. the topic was always the same. hahaha retarded.
it was really nice talking to them. i kinda miss them. i rmb back in those days, we would always go for a vacation together every single year. how nice. amazing days.

it is quite frastrating that i think i have lost the sense of communication idk why what's wrong with me maybe i think i have change and dont feeel the same so a communication barrel exists but right nw this only happens to friends i have never met for a long time so its okay.

idk why also tht i kp on spamming reflective post and all but i think its good cos i am able know what's happening to my life and stuff but also at the same time abit annoying as ppl would actually like to see happy and happening posts in myblog. i think it is rather cool to keep on typing with long words and sentences without having so many comer and full stop and i think i have spelled comer wrongly but heck it as long as you know what i was refering to its fine okay should i put a full stop now idk i just feel like to keep on typing how how howhowhowhowhow okay done full stop.

OK OFF TO DO MY HOM PROJECT. shall not disappoint my grp members!

AS IF I WILL DO IT. HAHAHAHHAHAHA

OK, I'M JOKING

I'N GONNA BE SERIOUS.

FOR MY GRADES SAKE AND MEMBERS' SAKE.

OK LATER THEN DO.

merry christmas and happy boxing day everyone {:
here's a little update!

on christmas eve, vonne and i went to shop the whole of orchard road! we walked frm 2.30-9plus pm and wth i only bought one ring and one shirt. it was a super bad shopping spree. we were so disappointed!

i still need clothes and jeans and cardigans and shorts and shoes and bangles and bags and hairbands and the list can go on and on.

christmas day! van came to my house and both our families spent dinner together.

look at what's under the christmas treee!

mine!

bro's

random tree shots {:

boxing day!

the tongs went to cine to catch the movie twilight. wow wow wow, i want to live the life of bella! the romance scene was awesome. edward's fking ugy at first, but later on he got my attention a slightly bit =D i still cant help laughing at his angry act in bio class. the girls beside me did too. i thought the way he acted was comical unlike from the way the book describe. hahahah! & i thot that bella look quite like emma watson!
then off to ps and we came across this cute little garden {:

i look so dumb with tht twist. srsly.
some left unknowingly. then the rest splited. then i'm back home!

When You Believe
-Mariah Carey ft whitney houston live perf

Favourite song of all times! I cried while listening to this song once. The rest of the times it just gave me goosebumps. Such an amazing song. Mariah Carey is the love! I truely admire her though i think Houston sang better than Carey in this. But still, both are great. {:

k today, i spent the whole day slacking at home again. HAHAHAHAHA. you see, i really want to enjoy the holidays. But its time for me to start on my projects tmr! fabm meetup online at 9am.

I dont know why but suddenly i have the urge to watch more movies! Anyone wanna date me out for movies?
twilight with van and jun either this week or next. yay.
Movies that i feel like watching right now:four christmas, Ip man, bolt! i heard cape no.7 got full rating and it was described to be better than dark knight. lol.

yay stayover at ys's hse tmr. wheee. hope everyone is going. the more the merrier! {:

am suppose to leave house for new year clothes hunting with my mum and aunt this afternoon but i turned it down.
sleepy mood is turn on today.

yesterday i received a book from my mum's friend and guess what the book is about!
it is titled ' Instant Memory Improvement' -a comprehensive book on memory techniques and exercises for remembering anything.
HAHAHH. not knowing why the person gave me such a book so i asked my mum "erm does this means ur friend is saying i'm stupid?"
lol. srsly. but i think i need it. no doubt my memory sucks. this explains why i did badly for itb test. darn it.

hahaha seetoh hates birdo nw cos she just found out we gt $110 vouchers instead of $60 on good food. hahahhahahahhh. ok this is random.

alright. shall blog again tmr if there's anything to blog about {:

THANKS AMY FOR THE BELATED PRESENT AND LETTER. THE LETTER WAS FREAKING SWEET. THANKS FOR THE EFFORT DONE AND ALL. FROM THIS I REALISED THERE IS SOMEONE IN SCH WHO REALLY LOVES ME FROM THE BOTTOM OF THE HEART.
OKAY THIS IS SAD BUT YEAH THIS IS MY FIRST BIRTHDAY PRESENT I GOT THIS YEAR. AM STILL WAITING FOR MY OTHER PRESENTS FROM MY DEAR FRIENDS SINCE WE HARDLY MEET ONE ANOTHER.
oh man am still comtemplating on what to get for ming en, sharon and vonne ]:
i think i shld do something handmade. ^^

yes i've finally done my part on the first ever project for this holiday. still got 6 more to go -_-

bmgt
hom
itb
maec
fabm
lms
iac

whoooooooooh! just got back from birdo outing!
total spent in swensen was $132.90? only paid $3++ in cash for each person. the rest was paid using the vouchers which worthed $110! =D

swensen regular earthquake! 8 scoops for 6 people hohoho. [:

my main course! medium rare steak!

dinner was fine.
movie afterwards! lol. we walked from marina to suntec cos marina cinema movie timing was not suitable. poor xinyu, she walked with a limpy leg. okay, we watched yes man. from the title i could already tell it is a retarded show and that is a truth. More or less it was a hilarious one. So funny that i laughed throughout the whole show. i could hear amy and edison was laughing damn loudly. kk after the movie, we ended up in some weird place. we exited the wrong way -.- many people followed us and everyone was like eh where are we. lol.

then we rushed to take last train back home. ^^ argh i 4got to take a grp picture b4 we left ):

hmmm good day. i like going out at night. it just feels great breathing the night air! &the weather is just right compare to the afternoon sun.

alright, lovely day with birdo. a bunch of funny people^^ i hope we could go out again in future with more people since today we didnt really do a lot of things.

why am i feeling this way...argh it's frustrating me. i hope guys dont exist.

clique meetup in kbox yesterday!
they are still the same as before. crazy people.
i didnt have their mood at first but somehow slowly i was brought into their atmosphere and wa the whole room was full of loud laughters.
i felt great singing the long lost chinese songs. it was damn funny, bei si dian-ed quite a number of songs back in the 90s hahahah we all laughed till piangz.
although i was lost in their chinese conversation but i really had fun [:

zomg i cant catch up with my piano theory ]: i need to chiong during the holidays already. Furthermore, i have 6 other school projects to do by next year.
what's more, i have many outings to go.
clique outing, ys+sherm outing, yw+shar outing, van+vonne outing, mingen outing, birdo outing, ys's hse stayover+ majong, christmas shopping with mum, genting trip, smss band practice
what's even more,
i need to catch up on shows and my twilight book!
Also, i have to drag my feet going for the boring piano lesson.
i need to sight read more scores! i've been lagging ]:

p/s: Welcome back to singapore mingennnnn!

drifted

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itb paper was ]:
confirm chop stamp fail ]:
anyway on a lighter note,
weeeeeeee. i love my lms/iac grp! we are so damn efficient [:
we got things done quite quickly!

went for fieldwind(?) concert at explanade with ys after that.
the performance was nice. moon riverrrrrrrr song was damn nice.
i so love the melody from the supreno(?) saxophone played by tht guy is his name called yixiang? omg i got goosebumps after hearing it!
we camwhored as usual. pictures will be uploaded soon [:
p/s i love gloria jeans banana muffin =D

maec test today was quite wasted.
i 4got to study chapt 1 and a lot of questions from tht chapt appeared -.-
so i'm depending on other chapts qns to score well. i hope i will do well =/ as in really well.

ok i IS studying itb now. it sucks to the core. every single person in trm shld agree to tht statement.
am at 20/51 slides of chapt 4 nw. ]:
still got other chapts to go.
its 12.08 am.
i want to sleepppppppppppppppppppppppp.

MANGO SALES 50% OFF ZOMG.
yes i went to shop.
it has been long since i step into shops like zara, topshop, mango, pull&bear, fox, forever21 ]:
so i shopped today and some days back. love the feeling =D

ok so far my studying sessions has been rather useless -.-
i've been very distracted by the comp and tv -.-
luckily maec nth much so tmr's paper most probably can make it.
i cant imagine friday's paper. totally gg for itb. ]:
like totallyyyyyyyyyy.
chop stamp gg!!!!!!!
omfg i feeel so pathetic.

HEHEHEHEHE 30 MORE MINS TO MING EN'S BIRTHDAY.
she's enjoying herself in malaysia right nw. damn envy. malaysia have sales everywhere and the rate of sales is damn high like >50%.

okay, dear blog,
pls let time flies super fast this week cos i cant wait for tests to be to over and meet my girlfriends next week.
oh~ i'm gonna try some online games tooo. &watch lame animes. HAHAHAHHAA.
i got to buck up on my piano theory -.-
&&&&& not to forget, there's projects to do. ~!@ #$%^&*()_+
i am very very unhappy with this. oh well. it's inevitable.
k, many things to do yeah.

hahahah now it's my turn.
tagged by amyloh!

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you.And then tag 5 people.

1. I was a chorlor girl back in secondary school.

2. I sing korean songs at home almost everyday and i sing them very seriously.

3. I value skinship with close buddies. Too touchy doesnt mean i'm a lesbian.

4. I hate crying in front of my family. It's too embarassing and weird to do tht.

5. When i'm in pri 4, i join a swimming club called SASA and went for many competitions.

6. Thus, in pri 5, my hair turned blonde in colour. Seriously blonde!

7. I like a girl before.

8. I may seem unapproachable but actually i am very friendly [:

9. My mum used to call me lerler.

10. I'm not very attracted to Singapore guys. Only japanese and korean guys can make me melt.

11. Procrastination appears alot of times in my dictionary.

12. i like to leave good food to the last.

13. I dont feel comfortable with people whom i dont know well. I may act different which i dont like.

14. I'm not dao. I'm just cool.

15. I like banana milkshake a lot a lot a lot.

16. I used to be very emotional. Now there's this cold feeling in me.

17. I owned 2 bibles.

18. This year birthday was totally crap.

Tagged 5 people: Vanessa, Ming en, yokewan, shermaine, sharon

thanks everyone for the concern.
i am really touched. (:

ok, other than medicine, i ate nothing at all for almost 3 days and the liquid i consumed was at minimal.
i was so hungry tht i even dreamt of food for 2 nights. i was eating macdonald happy meal =D HHAHAHA. &i was craving for green apple ice blended badly.
i visited the toilet more than 100 times a day. seriously -.-
everytime i spilt, there was this super thick GREEN phlem -.-
it was never ending.
ok enuf of this shit,
i finally got better today. at least i can eat. ^^
I WAS EXHILARATED WHEN I FOUND OUT I COULD EAT. OMG, FIRST TIME EAT PORRIDGE UNTIL SO HAPPY. I ALMOST 4GOT HOW FOOD TASTE LIKE -.-


i sweared this is the most terrible sicknesss i ever had in my life -.-
i wonder how i get it. i've been eating apples everyday!!!!!
i thought an apple a day keeps the doctor away?
this is weird.........

after the clock striked 12, i was tearing while eating my porrigde.
my mum couldnt stop screaming at me.
my throat was in excruciating pain at every spoon of porrigde i swallowed.
there were roughly 15 balls of tissue lied on the table while eating.
i had to visit the sink every 10 mins to spilt out my saliva cos i cant swallowed them.
i saw blood mixed with yellow phlem.
my throat still hurts even there's nth touches it.
my fever is back.
i lost my voice. i feel like a mute.
i cannot walk properly as my whole body feels weak.
i slept in pain the whole day.
&i dont think i can sleep tonight.


there goes my 18th birthday.

I Is Sick.
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/edit:
my body is currently on fire at like the temp of 39 degree celcius.
& i am going to make music in my throat tonight.

darn, i cant go for the youth camp tmr ):
sorry vanesssa.

today was one unusual day.

i dont understand why someone can simply get angry over such a small matter which caused the friendship between the two people to break.
it is just ridiculous and retard.
I'm not going to bitch about you right here cos i think it is not a nice thing to do.

[:

here's a mass update for friday, sat &sunday.


friday

i gave lms lesson a miss. couldnt wake up ]:
stayed home and came across some old stuff.

yoges&vivyan's gossip book! hahahah zomg.

i spotted many vulgts -.- btw, these werent written by me! i'm like so innocent. HAHA

i think we were all damn childish. dont you ppl agree -.-



saturday!


went to school for fnbm proj in the morning. once it ended, took a super long bus ride to pernisula shoppcentre to see bagpacks. wow they are all freaking cheap and pretty. i wanted to get one but didnt manage to get cos there was no one to give suggestions on which pattern i should get -.-
so i left. i had nth to do after that so i decided to head down to denise's hse since van was there. watched music bank and vcds.
k pictures!




sunday!

work @ expo with some trm people. i like the pay man. $50 for an energy-less job.

love the vest!

EH THE FOUR OF US SQUEEEZED IN THE HANDICAP TOLIET TO CHANGE. AND I SAW PEIZHEN'S PANTY OR IS IT BOXERS. HAHAHHAHAHA

!`#$%^&*()_+!@ !~#$%^&*()_+
can my mum stop nagging at me everyday!!!!!!!!
fire burning inside me.
fuck.

lol my cam finally have battery -,-

school!

dead silence wasnt as scary as i thought. but there's one part kind of shocked me so i kind of screamed. hahahahaha.

oh lucky i had ceiling and patience with me or else i got to wait alone for my dental appointment at 4.30pm.

in the end, i miss my appointment at 5.15pm -.-

ZOMG, NEXT THURSDAY BRACES DAY. everyone pls feel excited for me!!!!!!

shit tmr lms. dreadeddddddddd.

I NEED TO STOP FEELING SO TIRED IN SCHOOL. ]]]]]]]]]:
today was one example. ]:

HAHAH. i read this post over and over again and find it damn funny. the subjects are all super random.

I SRSLY HATE MY FRINGEEEEEEE. I'M SO TEMPTED TO CUT BANGS SO IT WILL NOT BOTHER TO TOUCH MY EYES.
K, DECIDED TO PIN MY FRINGE UP TO SCH FROM NOW ON.
DONT LAUGH K.

J.A.V.A.Pangsai Yo

YAYYYYYYYYYY ITB PROJECT DOWN.

i thought i was quite confident for my presentation part but then later, problems occured.

jimmie gave me a slide which i wasnt told to do, so i was blahblah reading straight from the slides.

next few went good. then suddenly i started laughing for God knows what reason. there must be a laughing ghost that happened to passby at that time -.-

camwhored afterwards and zomg i malu-ated myself twice. i was having stupid expression on my face when the teacher turned and looked at me. i saw peizhen face went all red hahahhahahah!

OMG I JUST RECEIVED A MAIL FROM SHEILA MANDY SAYING THAT MY BROWN CHECKERED BAGPACK HAS ALREADY SOLD TO ANOTHER SELLER. DAMN SAD DAMN SAD DAMN SAD. ]:

i srsly need new bag.

&new shoes.

&more bottoms!

top............

i totallly have no time to shop. &i always feel so lethagic when i got home ]:

i know it is wrong to feel this way....

alden is going to get a smack from me.
a big BIG one.
because of his wrong doing, it somehow indirectly cause me to break seetoh's heart. oh poor girl.
she came crying to me in msn -.-

didnt present itb today.
cos my grp wasnt prepared. yay hope it turns out good tmr ^^
like finally th proposal &ppt are all done. k, give most thanks to vivi who sacrifice her precious sleeping time just to finish up with them. clap clap.
anw, my grp did very well in the work. they rock.
i love amy. i love peizhen. i love jimmie. i dont love alden.

EH.

maec gg! ttr not done.
ahhhhhhh how come i dont seem to able to forge out some time for self study. week 6 alr leh vivi.

Javap was screwing ITB in Rockafeller.

Then we got bored.

HAHAHAHA

/edit

This bunch of people made me laughed damn lot today. Stomach hurts.

itb-ed in lib until 9pm then joined alvin's grp at underpass untill we got chased out by the security guard at 11pm.
kk, cant eleborare much i gtg chiong itb! ]:

lol friendster went haywire. sudd i have 304 friends.
hahahh wth.


gonna itb tonight. sigh.

i have been feeling very shrag this week. probably due to the large amount of work given to me and the lack of sleeep.

today, 02 went for the parents stamina thingy tgt. wa sian diao!!(haha familiar not this phrase) Our ushering job has became somewhat a stoning session job. nehmind, at least we are paid to do so.
then off to food safari @ suntec just to get cca points. nth much there.
afterwhich, javapro came to my hse to screw itb.
sing sang sung.
type typed tooot.
icytowered.
haha
i declared i'm the icy tower queen.
k.
zomg.
i'm typing this with no energy.

boring days.
very very boring days.
when will the project period be over.
i srsly need to find a reliable source of entertainment.

sry guys i dont mean to post such a boring post.
but my life is boring as you can see.

here's some upcoming events tht i may look forward to
-youth camp with van, jun, beat&herbf.
-birthday? not sure.
-overseas family trip during dec(if there is)
-christmas. !!!! pretty ornaments i like.
-star cruise next yr.
-lol nth about schoool. school is f boring.

now i share the same thought as pz, wondering if i chose the right course. oh well. whatever the ans is, i shall just live with it until i graduate.

YAY COTTON ON INTERVIEW ON TUESDAY. MONEY MONEY COME.

Right now, my room smells of hong kong feet. -_-

the project period is here.

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say hi to itb, hom, f&b and bmgt.

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vivi hwaiting!

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hahahah! i dont know what to write about today.

k,

role played during hom tutorial, attended maec lecture. bmgt proj done.

laughed at siying. laughed at amy. laughed at crazy peizhen. k bye.

say hi to my twin.

hi!

k bye!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

THIS SONG IS SO SO SO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

i tried changmin's part at 2.21 and recorded it. i can do it omg but it was too funny. van and i laughed like siao.

lms and itb quiz still not submitted. die die die.

GUYS!

i did an intensive exercise today.

gym-ed @bayshore condo. hehe. ran non stop.

then off to cycle at east coast park.

i tell you! we cycled from bayshore condo to east coast park to terkong ferri - which is near changi airport.

omg huh.

okay, ecp changed a lot. got a super nice cafe & newly made landmark built erm near the bbq pit there.

so we cycled the usual childhood route along safri area omg we passed by my trm camp campsite. wow wow wow. new cycling route found!

eh we cycled damn far &long for like three hours non stop omgomgomg.

leg f pain. ):

then dined at margaret drive.

came back home &felt that the muscles at my lower part of body is gonna break anytime soon.

it's still hurting right now.

childhood memories flashback.

we used to hang out at bayshore and cycled at ecp every week. yes every week.

i was healthy back then. now,,,,,, i am becoming a big fat pig.

pictures!

nice sat spent with the family.