sweet lullaby

after the clock striked 12, i was tearing while eating my porrigde.
my mum couldnt stop screaming at me.
my throat was in excruciating pain at every spoon of porrigde i swallowed.
there were roughly 15 balls of tissue lied on the table while eating.
i had to visit the sink every 10 mins to spilt out my saliva cos i cant swallowed them.
i saw blood mixed with yellow phlem.
my throat still hurts even there's nth touches it.
my fever is back.
i lost my voice. i feel like a mute.
i cannot walk properly as my whole body feels weak.
i slept in pain the whole day.
&i dont think i can sleep tonight.


there goes my 18th birthday.