after the clock striked 12, i was tearing while eating my porrigde.
my mum couldnt stop screaming at me.
my throat was in excruciating pain at every spoon of porrigde i swallowed.
there were roughly 15 balls of tissue lied on the table while eating.
i had to visit the sink every 10 mins to spilt out my saliva cos i cant swallowed them.
i saw blood mixed with yellow phlem.
my throat still hurts even there's nth touches it.
my fever is back.
i lost my voice. i feel like a mute.
i cannot walk properly as my whole body feels weak.
i slept in pain the whole day.
&i dont think i can sleep tonight.


there goes my 18th birthday.

I Is Sick.
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/edit:
my body is currently on fire at like the temp of 39 degree celcius.
& i am going to make music in my throat tonight.

darn, i cant go for the youth camp tmr ):
sorry vanesssa.

today was one unusual day.

i dont understand why someone can simply get angry over such a small matter which caused the friendship between the two people to break.
it is just ridiculous and retard.
I'm not going to bitch about you right here cos i think it is not a nice thing to do.

[:

here's a mass update for friday, sat &sunday.


friday

i gave lms lesson a miss. couldnt wake up ]:
stayed home and came across some old stuff.

yoges&vivyan's gossip book! hahahah zomg.

i spotted many vulgts -.- btw, these werent written by me! i'm like so innocent. HAHA

i think we were all damn childish. dont you ppl agree -.-



saturday!


went to school for fnbm proj in the morning. once it ended, took a super long bus ride to pernisula shoppcentre to see bagpacks. wow they are all freaking cheap and pretty. i wanted to get one but didnt manage to get cos there was no one to give suggestions on which pattern i should get -.-
so i left. i had nth to do after that so i decided to head down to denise's hse since van was there. watched music bank and vcds.
k pictures!




sunday!

work @ expo with some trm people. i like the pay man. $50 for an energy-less job.

love the vest!

EH THE FOUR OF US SQUEEEZED IN THE HANDICAP TOLIET TO CHANGE. AND I SAW PEIZHEN'S PANTY OR IS IT BOXERS. HAHAHHAHAHA

!`#$%^&*()_+!@ !~#$%^&*()_+
can my mum stop nagging at me everyday!!!!!!!!
fire burning inside me.
fuck.

lol my cam finally have battery -,-

school!

dead silence wasnt as scary as i thought. but there's one part kind of shocked me so i kind of screamed. hahahahaha.

oh lucky i had ceiling and patience with me or else i got to wait alone for my dental appointment at 4.30pm.

in the end, i miss my appointment at 5.15pm -.-

ZOMG, NEXT THURSDAY BRACES DAY. everyone pls feel excited for me!!!!!!

shit tmr lms. dreadeddddddddd.

I NEED TO STOP FEELING SO TIRED IN SCHOOL. ]]]]]]]]]:
today was one example. ]:

HAHAH. i read this post over and over again and find it damn funny. the subjects are all super random.

I SRSLY HATE MY FRINGEEEEEEE. I'M SO TEMPTED TO CUT BANGS SO IT WILL NOT BOTHER TO TOUCH MY EYES.
K, DECIDED TO PIN MY FRINGE UP TO SCH FROM NOW ON.
DONT LAUGH K.

J.A.V.A.Pangsai Yo

YAYYYYYYYYYY ITB PROJECT DOWN.

i thought i was quite confident for my presentation part but then later, problems occured.

jimmie gave me a slide which i wasnt told to do, so i was blahblah reading straight from the slides.

next few went good. then suddenly i started laughing for God knows what reason. there must be a laughing ghost that happened to passby at that time -.-

camwhored afterwards and zomg i malu-ated myself twice. i was having stupid expression on my face when the teacher turned and looked at me. i saw peizhen face went all red hahahhahahah!

OMG I JUST RECEIVED A MAIL FROM SHEILA MANDY SAYING THAT MY BROWN CHECKERED BAGPACK HAS ALREADY SOLD TO ANOTHER SELLER. DAMN SAD DAMN SAD DAMN SAD. ]:

i srsly need new bag.

&new shoes.

&more bottoms!

top............

i totallly have no time to shop. &i always feel so lethagic when i got home ]:

i know it is wrong to feel this way....

alden is going to get a smack from me.
a big BIG one.
because of his wrong doing, it somehow indirectly cause me to break seetoh's heart. oh poor girl.
she came crying to me in msn -.-

didnt present itb today.
cos my grp wasnt prepared. yay hope it turns out good tmr ^^
like finally th proposal &ppt are all done. k, give most thanks to vivi who sacrifice her precious sleeping time just to finish up with them. clap clap.
anw, my grp did very well in the work. they rock.
i love amy. i love peizhen. i love jimmie. i dont love alden.

EH.

maec gg! ttr not done.
ahhhhhhh how come i dont seem to able to forge out some time for self study. week 6 alr leh vivi.

Javap was screwing ITB in Rockafeller.

Then we got bored.

HAHAHAHA

/edit

This bunch of people made me laughed damn lot today. Stomach hurts.

itb-ed in lib until 9pm then joined alvin's grp at underpass untill we got chased out by the security guard at 11pm.
kk, cant eleborare much i gtg chiong itb! ]:

lol friendster went haywire. sudd i have 304 friends.
hahahh wth.


gonna itb tonight. sigh.

i have been feeling very shrag this week. probably due to the large amount of work given to me and the lack of sleeep.

today, 02 went for the parents stamina thingy tgt. wa sian diao!!(haha familiar not this phrase) Our ushering job has became somewhat a stoning session job. nehmind, at least we are paid to do so.
then off to food safari @ suntec just to get cca points. nth much there.
afterwhich, javapro came to my hse to screw itb.
sing sang sung.
type typed tooot.
icytowered.
haha
i declared i'm the icy tower queen.
k.
zomg.
i'm typing this with no energy.

boring days.
very very boring days.
when will the project period be over.
i srsly need to find a reliable source of entertainment.

sry guys i dont mean to post such a boring post.
but my life is boring as you can see.

here's some upcoming events tht i may look forward to
-youth camp with van, jun, beat&herbf.
-birthday? not sure.
-overseas family trip during dec(if there is)
-christmas. !!!! pretty ornaments i like.
-star cruise next yr.
-lol nth about schoool. school is f boring.

now i share the same thought as pz, wondering if i chose the right course. oh well. whatever the ans is, i shall just live with it until i graduate.

YAY COTTON ON INTERVIEW ON TUESDAY. MONEY MONEY COME.

Right now, my room smells of hong kong feet. -_-

the project period is here.

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say hi to itb, hom, f&b and bmgt.

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vivi hwaiting!

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hahahah! i dont know what to write about today.

k,

role played during hom tutorial, attended maec lecture. bmgt proj done.

laughed at siying. laughed at amy. laughed at crazy peizhen. k bye.

say hi to my twin.

hi!

k bye!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

THIS SONG IS SO SO SO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

i tried changmin's part at 2.21 and recorded it. i can do it omg but it was too funny. van and i laughed like siao.

lms and itb quiz still not submitted. die die die.

GUYS!

i did an intensive exercise today.

gym-ed @bayshore condo. hehe. ran non stop.

then off to cycle at east coast park.

i tell you! we cycled from bayshore condo to east coast park to terkong ferri - which is near changi airport.

omg huh.

okay, ecp changed a lot. got a super nice cafe & newly made landmark built erm near the bbq pit there.

so we cycled the usual childhood route along safri area omg we passed by my trm camp campsite. wow wow wow. new cycling route found!

eh we cycled damn far &long for like three hours non stop omgomgomg.

leg f pain. ):

then dined at margaret drive.

came back home &felt that the muscles at my lower part of body is gonna break anytime soon.

it's still hurting right now.

childhood memories flashback.

we used to hang out at bayshore and cycled at ecp every week. yes every week.

i was healthy back then. now,,,,,, i am becoming a big fat pig.

pictures!

nice sat spent with the family.

i was blog hopping and came across this quiz. alright i shall do it. i got nth better to do anyway. (ahem itb quiz&lms elearning still not done...)

1. Do you have secrets?
haha i'm sure everyone has?


2.Would you fall in love wif a boy younger than you?
hehe age doesnt matter when it comes to love.


3.Do you enjoy going school?
if i say no? hahah. school is fun when there's company.


4. What would you do wif a billion dollars?
donate half of the amt to charity. then another half to my family. then i shall shop till i drop with the rest of the money.


5.Will you fall in love wif ur best friend?
well, if there's spark, why not. lesbian sounds cool. omg did i just said that.


6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved someone?
both. both brings happiness to me.


7.List 5 favourite movies.
happy potter part 1,2,3,4,5. HAHAHA!


8.If the person you secretly liked is alrdy attached,what would you do?
be a emo kid.


9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
cant remember.


10.Do you have any regrets?
yeah. many. i hope i can turn back time.


11.How would you see yourself in 10yrs time?
??????????? taitai?


12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
family, friends,


13.What kind of person do you think the person tagged you is?
no one tag me?


14.Would you rather be single & rich OR married but poor?
stupid question i dont want answer.


15.What is your favourite colour?
it changes everytime. well currently, white? pink. red. maroon.


16.Would you give all in a relationship?
i would really love to work hard on it but idk if i could.


17.If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
idk. i shall pick the one who loves me most?


18.What are the top five countries on ur to go list?
japan, london, paris, korea, usa. (though i went to japan&korea b4 but yeah they are still in my top go list)


19.Do you prefer being a single or having a relationship.
well, both has pros and cons.


20.5 people i have tagged.
whoever wants to do, do lor.

wow i actually paid attention in f&b lecture today.
for.................just 10-20mins.
it's a good improvement alrdy so dont laugh!

during lecture, alden said this to me,
alden: eh if u join heygorgeous i think you got 1000 votes alrdy.
i didn' know why he said that and what's the point of saying that so i just kept quiet.
he also mentioned that i look like a vampire becos of my face features - sharp chin.
he talked a lot of crap today........

watched house of wax during my long break. darn, gross. there's one point of time i had to leave the room to allow my eyes to breathe. one guy laughed at me. ):
lilin&amy were watching corpse bride with so much fun while siying and i struggled to finish the HOW movie. py,pz, carina joined us afterwards.


no eyecandy currently. so depressing.
the only ones are in korea &japan wtf so far away.
becos of this, sch has been a bore.
HAHAHAHHA.

yes or no to kpop singing course?

kpop concert @ indoor stadium

tuesday night was a blast.
everyone was damn high.
i wanted to scream badly but couldnt cause i was recording the perfs!
during the wg perf, wonderfuls were singing along with the songs which made the atmosphere super great and at tht point of time i couldnt care less alrdy so i screamed like some mad lunatic cow though i'm recording.
it was super lucky that the seats rachel and i got were damn good cos we were super close up to the stage. leanne and xijin ones were not bad too.
OMG OMG,
just after the concert, R&I went to the staircase near the stage there to take a glimpse at them and guess what,
YOOBIN FROM WONDER GIRLS SMILED AND WAVED AT BOTH OF US.
both of us got damn happy!

/edit, after tht, all of us headed to the idol exit points and after some idling, xijin and i got bored so we like screamed like crazy and shouted wonder girls!! ahhhh! wonder girls!
in less than 10 secs, one whole bunch of mad fans screamed and ran towards us. we laughed like crazy cos we were faking it. there was no wonder girls. hoho. too bad fans.

pictures! (MCs, JunJin, Wonder Girls, Andy, Jewerly, Chae Yeon, V.O.S, 2PM,U-Kiss, Kim Jong Wook)
not all though. the picture size is super large& it takes pretty long to upload.



those cute guys from 2pm and u kiss &wonder girls pictures werent taken cos i actually video-ed them instead.

some videos!
(shall upload tmr. it takes ages)

today! went to lido to watch james bond 007. it was my first time in hall 1 and it's freaking big.
just before the show started,
aunt: omg this seat not bad hor can pull leg infront the bar. next time come here watch movie must book this row of seats. what row ah. row I row I.
me: rofl.
then some advertisements started playing. all were super lame. got one- Dong Dong Dong... 1 2 3....quesh shin bo.... HAHAHAH got quite a number of watchers were laughing.

the show was action-y to the max. i was practically gasping at most of the scenes.
i love bond cos he's hot and have nice blue eyes.

in the end, we didnt go to changi.

at least i get to go to the concert tmr.
freaking happy. i shall scream like crazy for wonder girls. woohooo woohoooo wooohooo.

ZOMG, james thought i was sunmi from wonder girls in my dp.

& van told me tht her friends thought i was her too.

gagagagagaagaga.