sweet lullaby

back from y2y camp.
fell sick x10000.
so sorry to the jap ppl x100000
i was like a stone throughout x100000
the people were so awesome but i just didnt make every moment memoriable for them.
everyone cried when sending them today.
after they disappear then i start to sob.
hugged here and there.
my facial expression still as stone as ever.
hate to be sick
especially during such time.
-.-
sorry nihonjins!
lime, kaori, hiroto, yukichi and sensei thanks for everything!
it was a memoriable period of time.

i still feel bad x1000000
i hate myself for being so weak i shld hv took many medications whatever everyday.

just a brief reflection.
the japanese people are so so so so so nice and polite and innocent. i think singaporeans cant be compared to them.
at first it was hard to comminicate with them due to communication barrier. then it got okay awhile.
next, i'm glad to hv sharlene, tuan ying and hyasima as my buddies during the camp.
we get along so well. thanks u all for lending me parts of ya'all body for my sick body to rest. tuan ying thanks for ur shoulder, hand, arm. sharlene thanks for ur back, shoulder, hand, arm everything omg i think i touched you the most! hyasima thanks for ur shoulder and leg and patting during the car ride.
throughout my sick days, tuan ying has been looking after me like a mother. feed me with medicine, bring me medicine/water, remind me to drink water 24hrs, looking to see if i'm fine, advise me on what to do for the best, cover me with her blanklet when i shiver as i sleep, always making sure i am feeling okay, blah. i feel so touched i want to cry. not 4geting sharlene, taking care of me as she can. even though i know u for so few days, i feel i know u for years.
i think i have made everyone feel worried/uncomfortable cos my sickness really affects the-supposed-to-be-lively-atmosphere.
i hope everyone dont hate me.
i think they do.

i missed the 8 of u all right now.
i missed my room.
i missed sleeping with tuan ying.
i missed singing kpop songs with shar.
i missed all the trips.
i didnt really enjoy them which i didnt mean to (my sickness la) but i missed them still.
i could have make it more enjoyable for them but darn it.
or maybe i didnt make an effort to do it.

the pics taken all not nice.
wa
wa
so sad.
all my sick look.

still feeling so sick now.
later got piano
tmr work ( i dread it totally)
&you know what,
i want to live with the 8 of them ok minus the sensei, 7, now now now!!!!
tokyo. very soon !!!!!

k our itinery!
just a brief one cos if i say too much, i think i will start to cry.

first day
-grocery shopping at bukit timah plaza. fun!
- dinner at bukit timah hawker centre. hokkien mee+carrot cake+stingray+chicken wing+satay.
then played pool after that.

second day
- presentation early in the morning.
went pretty well. good good.
- campus tour.
super torturous! the scorching hot sun. eeek. played the staking of blocks games at the game room.
- chinatown
okok lor.
- maxwell lunch.
all the heaty food again thts why i fell sick. (bak kut teh, rojak, popiah, blahhh)
- city gallery
hmm ok lor.
- clark quay
nice boat ride. duno why i felt bored on this day. gomenasai nihonjins!
went drank after i drink singapore sling. i'm such a loser.
- geylang serai for indian bazaar.
done my hana. hahaha.
-dinner at nearest shopping centre.
-went back loft and join the guys at their room for blackjack and japanese ver of taiti and heart attack.

third day
-shatec in the morning.
quite amusing. but too formal eh.
-lunch at restuarant.
damn formal. have the delegates join us as well.
- went home after that.
missed unlv and singapore flyer. spent time alone walking from loft to makan place for some cooling food. so sick. walked under the dark sky. felt scared. there was once the lamp just below me went off and i was all alone in the dark. and a frog sudd jumped in front of me while making my way alone from loft to sch bus stop. took bus alone to ang mo kio to meet up with the rest for night safari
- night safari.
the bus ride was hyper. i was awake then and hiroto also like hyper hyper. and the trip was funny!
once we reached i got kinda tired -.-
the animals r very amazing!
hiroto went crazy with stupid poses.
slept only 2 hrs due to the making of gifts for the jap ppl.

4th day
- little india.
nice trip. i dont remember going there b4.
it started to rain once we reached the temple -.-
- sentosa!
the day i fell to the sea with my whole body. and tuan ying accompanied me to be wet. and we both went bk to the loft first cos we felt cold walking in the air con place. took 61 home with wet body and a bag filled with thousand island sauce. b4 tht the jap guy helped me clean it with his hankerchief. so ty and i went on the bus and we chatted all the way non stop to avoid the feeling of coldness we have. hahaha and there was a long walk from ngee ann bus stop to the loft -.-
love the ludge, sky ride and something way ride.
- dinner with ms ng, ms tan and dr claim at some restaurant at turf city.
tired to the max.
eyes are almost closed while eating.
hiroto and his cho yabai ness. (inside joke) damn funny!
- grocery shoppping again. this time i was like a zombieee.
-last night so we had a party. showed them our video and gave them part of our gifts. lime and sharlene cried lol! drank tiger beer. got drank and went K.O. alr. the rest went to play firecraker and played uno game.

5th day.
i was totally blanked out what was i doing. sick again and tooo tired.
cried as mentioned.
k. sad day.
they left.

the 2 guys are jokers and almost everytime they are like dokes! esp yukichi! hahahahahah. his face damn cute.

ok la. time to go piano-ing!