sweet lullaby

every friday is my lonely and boring day
lms teacher is boring to the max.
went dental after sch and guess what.
i gave another big sigh.
braces dalayed again.
november 27. 4.30pm.
just right before my youth camp.
shld i change the date? later cant enjoy i wanna slap myself.
oh btw, the dentist say i put braces for one year can alrdy. damn happy. so i'll be removing it the same period as cherry.


i heard there's no free tix given out on the actual concert day. i was damn disappointed.
i'm dying to see wonder girls live.
after reading their life story, i got really emotional.
which makes me wanna go there to support them with all my heart.
sadly, i cant.
at least i'm going to stalk them at the airport on monday night with leanne, xijin, jimmie, rachel.

regarding their life story,
i can really tell the hardship korean singers faced during their trainee days.
now i feel like throwing away my ambition being a singer in korea.
haha actually it can never happen la. like being far away from parents is sad. and being in a new environment and culture is absolutely strange.
& in the first place like i can make it to the audition likethat. its damn difficult. consider the fact that... okay there's many factors.

no goals in life right now.
i got to find a new ambition so that i have the motivation to carry on with life.

might be meeting my truely tmr.
*smiles like an idiot.