sweet lullaby

i probably wont get a good gpa as i hope for, for this sem. i screwed 3 tests badly. apparently 2 of them scored like an F mark. Sadness is inevitable but whatever, i am not in the situation like i want to die right now. honestly, a place called uni is out of reached and i'm not depressed about it cos i nv really felt serious of going there.

it makes me wonder what i really want to do in the future after graduation and not going to a Uni. and will i be sticking to this service industry?
doing business- is tht what i really want to do? (since i'm in this trm course)
or should i try out new things?
if i want to, what will it be?
if my mum insist i shld go to a uni, she would probably register me to overseas's. if i do, what will i be studying?
there are so many questions in my head right nw.

i have no intention of having a great ambition, in the sense that it involves jobs that hold a high position cos as a matter of fact, i know the higher you are, the unhappier you will be. somewhat lah. (if you dont think of the money part but hey money cant bring happiness anyway, right?) same goes to a person being too smart or i rather use the word competitive, like having so many thoughts in the mind, worrying about things etc. eeek, i prefer naive the word cos if you are, your mind would be so carefree and then many happy thoughts will come to your mind and you feel so great about the life you r living in. This allows you to have the focus to do things right and things will become like what you have expected. but a person cant be ridiculously stupid either, cos you will lose in the end.

i got no idea what i was typing.
ok i shall stop blogging and gossip girls season 2 ep 13 here i come.

oh wow royal pirates did on genie cover was good as expected!
random.
and p/s, i used to have a dream of being a fashion designer/ actress. LOL right!

BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AARON SIM EN LI. ALTHOUGH SOMETIMES YOU MAKE ME REAL MAD, BUT I STILL WANT TO THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DID FOR ME AS A FRIEND. YOU ARE SO MEAN AND SO KIND AT THE SAME TIME THAT I DON'T HAVE A FREAKING IDEA WHAT IS THE RIGHT ADJECTIVE TO DESCRIBE YOU.
one thing i'm sure about- YOU HAVE JUST TURNED 19 AND YOU ARE OLD.
hey! isnt tht an adjective!
(erm he probably wont be reading this but haha i just wanna say it)
hhahahah right, lastly, xoxo.
xoxo, gossip girl here i come.