after the clock striked 12, i was tearing while eating my porrigde.
my mum couldnt stop screaming at me.
my throat was in excruciating pain at every spoon of porrigde i swallowed.
there were roughly 15 balls of tissue lied on the table while eating.
i had to visit the sink every 10 mins to spilt out my saliva cos i cant swallowed them.
i saw blood mixed with yellow phlem.
my throat still hurts even there's nth touches it.
my fever is back.
i lost my voice. i feel like a mute.
i cannot walk properly as my whole body feels weak.
i slept in pain the whole day.
&i dont think i can sleep tonight.


there goes my 18th birthday.

I Is Sick.
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/edit:
my body is currently on fire at like the temp of 39 degree celcius.
& i am going to make music in my throat tonight.

darn, i cant go for the youth camp tmr ):
sorry vanesssa.

today was one unusual day.

i dont understand why someone can simply get angry over such a small matter which caused the friendship between the two people to break.
it is just ridiculous and retard.
I'm not going to bitch about you right here cos i think it is not a nice thing to do.

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